MissScandalous

Late nights make the days blur by.  
It's a long commute.  
Not just here...
but also to HERE.

At some points during the day I find myself far far away.  
Thinking about the future.  
Thinking about the past. Thinking about the in between.

What ifs.
What could bes.
What adventures the day will bring.
What adventures will continue through the sunset.

There's something magical about driving past the city skyline.
Without fail, no matter how tiring my day has been, there is an immediate smile.

By the time I get home tonight, the sun will have already set.
I wonder if there will be a haze above the city or just clear stark blackness littered with blinking lights.

I wonder if I will immediately walk up the stairs past the temptation of good friends and near misses or if I will soak myself in libation and prose as many a night hath occurred.

Two more hours to go.
I can't wait to see you my dear city skyline.

A concoction that I was pondering last year is now finally going to be getting the love that it's deserved.  The best part of this is the intensive research involved into all those places I've lived digitally.

Stay tuned and happy 2011.

even if it wasn't happily ever after, it was still happily ever

i want the after though.

selfish selfish me.

dream dream dream

if things are bad, they’re still good.
if they're good, things are still golden.

if we're apart, its got its reasons.  
if we're together... it's got its reasons.

the here.
the hereafter.

the in between.
the non existent.

our paths crossed for matters unknown to anything beyond the heart.

emotion is never fully defined.

and so to query an explanation as to what we have or do not have..
is to cheapen the thread.. the soul.. that resides within.

we are just to be.
whether or not we are meant to be.

Anything beyond what we are inside our raging minds
is but an exemplary notation to reach further inside of ourselves and achieve more.

never enough.
but always enough.

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part of a series with more to come. i feel levity. im untouchable. now back to work...

he left his camera here.. a beautiful Digi Nikon D40.
its intimidating.. or maybe its him.. or both.  Why do i freeze up like this?
this is what im passionate about.. it's time to stop worrying so much right?


gawd i...
im such a sucker for...