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Sarah Winters
Your presence is ethereal.
I heard your voice but I had never heard your voice.
You haunted me. Oh memory I never experienced that was ever so familiar.
It was quiet and black and white and grey.
And the music was quiet at first but came in like a floodgate.
The silent clatter of keys on a piano were like a soft warm summer rain.
And as I played that became deeper and deeper as the drops turned from little flecks dusting my skin to luscious drops to waves….
in these puddles and tides I saw your ghost.
Flashes of a half hiding face with bitten lipped smiles.
Of an arm stretched out to dance and then a spin into a great…
and then there was your voice.
It haunted me as much as…
and I’d never heard it before I saw you here.
But I had seen you before.
You were… remembered.
How could I possibly have a memory of someone I never met…
never exchanged experiences with..
never laughed with..
never cried with…
never felt their heartbeat close to mine
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Literature
Cheers to you
Fuck you.
Two words started everything
and ended everything
or...
both
Fuck me?
Fuck you!
I was in love and didn't realize it.
And so were you.
Fuck you!
The rise
Fuck you!
The fall
Summer was over
I hoped we weren't too
Another day
Another year older
Another
Another
Fuck you
I liked you too.
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Literature
Paper portraits
Blue is blue.
My love is not a limmerick.
Watch your step.
Things I have found within me.
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Literature
Grand and 11th
Gurt missing gernie.
Blue bicycle, no helmet.
One City National Bank.
I love you too dad.
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Literature
Ordinary Morning
Sunbeams and a hint of lemon.
The knowing walk of regret.
Eight fifty four.
Coffee at nine.
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Literature
Maureen
The bright smile of youth.
Black dress and pearls.
Reflections from tiny windows.
Priority seating for seniors and disabled.
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Literature
The Bus transitions: Chinatown
Woman with an umbrella.
A periwinkle sky.
Shining silver pieces.
No parking anytime.
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Oh but a lady never tells... everything m'dear :)  Names are rarely relevant (though this star eyed pair have...)
Absence of color.
Sparks.
But one shade of something "fake" yet so real it makes you...
something something.
This will probably make little sense beyond nonsense to... but if in the know, and well, you will know if you are, it will land on a chord that few know how to play.  Fore Cinderella's Mr. Midnight clothed himself in a fasade that nothing matters...
Always put together.
Always wearing that same nonuniform.
Always going to that same bar.
Always. Always. Always.
Routines.
Entrances.
Exits.
When he arrives, you may fight it at first... a girl has to know better than to care about this one, even in the slightest.  But at that point it may already be too late.
"I don't belong to you." He told her.
"I know." she said.
And in her mind said the same thing aloud.
Were they lying to themselves?  Or did they just not belong to even
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Literature
Silent Reverb
I wish I was me when you met me.
I was almost there but not quite.
And when the storms hit, and the ship rocked and rocked…
I felt like I was going to tip over.
I thought I was going to pour out.
I wanted for you to be there- by my side as I was at the helm.
I didn't need you to help guide me.
I didn't need for you to take the wheel.
But you insisted.
I didn't want to fight you.
I wanted you to be there and watch me do it myself.
But you insisted.
And I didn't know how to take it.
Parts of me stripped away
As the storms raged on and on
I was afraid that I was going to lose you
I wanted you to be steadfast and hold on.
But it was too late.
I cried out in anguish as the seas claimed hold of you
I wanted it to be me
I wanted to jump in and bring you back
And the storms raged on and on
The wheel spun and spun and spun.
It heeded me return to it
The fog rolled in
I watched you as you disappeared
I cried out in anguish as the seas claimed hold of you
Oh how I wanted to jump in and bring
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Literature
A note for Mr. H.
It's midnight and Cinderella is still dancing. She cares naught anymore that her dress has turned to rags. Her true Prince wouldn't either.
Why as a society do we put on a facade to gain a fleeting false sense of happiness? What is the point of faking what we are? Would Cinderella truly have lived happily ever after if she hadn't rushed home from that party?
The heroes of our story are those true to the grit and grime... as well as glitz. Of the ones who are not afraid to step into the shadow from time to time.
You see, what they won't tell you (lest you know their secret) is that Cinderella glitters more in her tattered rags. But it's a sparkle that only a true Prince can appreciate.
Dear suitors of Christmas Past & Present... when you encounter your own version of this modern day fantasy girl, I implore you to continue dancing after midnight. Fore without this, the fantasy may not be able to coexist.
Regale in the true beauty of a world ridden in color and of grey.
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Oh but a lady never tells... everything m'dear :)  Names are rarely relevant (though this star eyed pair have...)
Absence of color.
Sparks.
But one shade of something "fake" yet so real it makes you...
something something.
This will probably make little sense beyond nonsense to... but if in the know, and well, you will know if you are, it will land on a chord that few know how to play.  Fore Cinderella's Mr. Midnight clothed himself in a fasade that nothing matters...
Always put together.
Always wearing that same nonuniform.
Always going to that same bar.
Always. Always. Always.
Routines.
Entrances.
Exits.
When he arrives, you may fight it at first... a girl has to know better than to care about this one, even in the slightest.  But at that point it may already be too late.
"I don't belong to you." He told her.
"I know." she said.
And in her mind said the same thing aloud.
Were they lying to themselves?  Or did they just not belong to even themse
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Jennifer Stavros
United States
Current Residence: in the haze of in between, CA
deviantWEAR sizing preference: xs
Favourite genre of music: I'm an aspiring music snob/audiophile
Favourite photographer: Helmet Newton, Annie Leibovitz
Favourite style of art: pop modernist, with a toss of indie and kitsch
MP3 player of choice: iTunes
Personal Quote: I don't want to be held down, I just want to be held
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Late nights make the days blur by.  
It's a long commute.  
Not just here...
but also to HERE.

At some points during the day I find myself far far away.  
Thinking about the future.  
Thinking about the past. Thinking about the in between.

What ifs.
What could bes.
What adventures the day will bring.
What adventures will continue through the sunset.

There's something magical about driving past the city skyline.
Without fail, no matter how tiring my day has been, there is an immediate smile.

By the time I get home tonight, the sun will have already set.
I wonder if there will be a haze above the city or just clear stark blackness littered with blinking lights.

I wonder if I will immediately walk up the stairs past the temptation of good friends and near misses or if I will soak myself in libation and prose as many a night hath occurred.

Two more hours to go.
I can't wait to see you my dear city skyline.
  • Listening to: Joydrop
  • Reading: Banksy Wall & Piece
  • Playing: NDA won't let me say
  • Eating: ramen since I'm allergic to peppers
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew. Gift of the gods.

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misunderstood69 Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2012
I HATE the word LOVE...I LOVE the word FUCK.
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darkiel Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
heyyyyyyyy howve ya been =3
(havent talked to ya in... like a year lol. (from gg)
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drkmnxdmb Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2008  Hobbyist Filmographer
hey !

thanx ;)
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Night-Fairy Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2007
thanks for the fav dear :aww:
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Pete-B Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2007
Thank you for adding my stuff to your favourites. I really appreciate it. :D
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peachm Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2007
thanks for the fave.
glad to be part of your collection.
...keep uploading your gallery...quite interesting
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UntitledAnonymous Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2007   Photographer
Whuddup bitchass! <3
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nzo100vin Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2007
Thank you!;)
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AstartEnchantress Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2007
thanks for the watch :D
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Thank you!
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